Spm is Near.... (I mean SERIOUSLY Near!)

Spm is coming people,
Study hard and prepare for the worst.
I heard that we will be having quite a hard test due to the fact that everything is bout to change.
I really need to polish my BM or else I'm doomed!
Blog is almost dead cuz of this test,
But, I will have a makeover to the blog and new post.
Gonna Graduate Soon!
The graduation performance is in two days!!!
Hope every Spm-ers good luck and best of everything.

30 Hour Famine

I'm back from '30 Hour Famine'.
I'm tired and kinda sleepy.
But still energetic.
Blur.
Blog later....
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Whew..
'30 Hour Famine' was a blast!
Well sorta...
My camp was situated at the Empire Gallery ( I think I spelled it right)
The feeling being there was like high, then boring, then high again.
Its kinda weird.
How I'd wish I was in the KRS camp...
Anyways I did learn new stuff and meet new (& long time no see) friends.
Not to mention meeting celebs..
Though I know none of them mostly (except A Mei, Michael Wong and Jaclyn Victor).
Pictures might be up later...
Might....

Send It On - Various Aritists (Lyrics)

A word is just a word
Till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
Until you give it away
We got a gift
Yeah something to give
To make a change

Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Just smile (Just smile)
And the world (And the world)
Will smile along with you
That small act of love
Is meant for one
Will become two
If we take the chances
To change the stances
Imagine what we can do
If we

Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Send it on (Ooohh send it on)
There's power in love
And the choices we make
So starting now
There's not a moment to waste
A word is just a word
Till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
Until you give it away

Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Exams Mania!

This is it people.
This is one of the most crucial times of my Form 5 life.
Everything in the past have to stay on hold.
All the regrets stash away somewhere till later.
Cause.....
IT'S COMING!
Trials that is. LOL!
Still, its no laughing matter.
Must be serious! XD!
Today English paper seriously horrible.
During Paper 1, keep having on-and-off writer's block.
Seriously makes my essay look like crap!!
And why everyone got tips and I didn't know about it?! T_T
Either way I'll survive.... I hope......
Peace out.

Second Interview of AFS

First of all, I wasn't there. Aaric was.
He was chosen, not me.
Got to know the details from him.
Listening to him was like making myself miserable.
Yet, I endured.
It sounded like it was so much fun, and it is! T_T
He said he was practically like a famous person there.
And there's a lot of interesting and fun stuff that went on there. T_T
THERE'S EVEN SIGN LANGUAGE!!
Haiz...........
The only option for me to go to USA is to pay RM31k. T_T
For that to happen would take a miracle.
Aaric suggested that I go Form 6.
This was my reply....
Are you nuts!?! How could I waste 2 years just to go for the INTERVIEW again!
Being rejected again is POSSIBLE!
Not to mention study for STPM some more which isn't required for a chef!
Anyways, all the best to you Aaric.
My dream went up in flames doesn't mean yours should follow suit.
Though I'm still envious.
Hey! I'm still human right?

Sudden Reformat

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL MY PICS AND MY SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY??????!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUST EVERYTHING THAT'S IMPORTANT TO ME BE TAKEN AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UNFAIRNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@#$$@%$@^%%$@
LOL!!!!!!!!
LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@##$$#%^&@%*&$%^@#$
DONE RANTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*phew*

Battlefield - Jordin Sparks

Everyone's life is a battlefield.
That's the truth.
Mine's not any different.
Tomorrow's an important day to remember.
Its the day that means I truly lost it.
It being the dream.
I HATE the past.
Cause there are some things in life that can't be forgotten.
Bitter memories.
Yet I remember them all so clearly.
They will always come back and haunt me.

I'm tired and sick.
Tired of the constant struggles.
Sick of not standing up and be noticed.
I stayed in the shadows for too long.
And it costs me my dream and my sanity.
That never ending memory that still plays in my head.
The very thing that changed my perception of the world.
I just cannot forget no matter how many times I say to myself,
To forgive and forget.
Its just not easy.

I WANT to a leader and a follower.
I WANT to be special and unique.
I WANT to be known and respected.
I want to find me.

Untitled by Simple Plan

Emo mood now. So if you dun like seeing emo stuff please leave.
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Something happened today that really crushed me.
This was what happened.

YESTERDAY
Aaric: Hey Jen. I called AFS just now and... I think I am the only one short - listed for the second interview.
Me: Oh. (depressing tone)
Aaric: You try calling them lah cause just now very noisy and I didn't hear very properly.
Me: Ok (acting hopeful cause he sounded like he was consoling me).

TODAY
Me: (while calling AFS) Hello? I would like to check if I'm short - listed for the AFS YES scholarship programme.
Receiver: (after me giving all my info) Erm.. I'm sorry but you are not the chosen one.
Me: (my heart skipped a beat) ............. Anyways, thank you very much.

4 years of hoping......... nights of work ......... days of praying, and yet nothing.
I held back my tears when I'm alone.
Seeing your dream being wiped away is really painful. Knowing that you'll never get a chance like that again is even worse.

All the best to all who were chosen. Cherish your chance.

Random pics on the kadet bomba mut.

New Look Coming....

Bali Chronicles Continuation...

Bro, mum and sis.


Ahh. Dinner.


It the pool (night scene)


Our sink?


Beds


The villa's path


Quiksilver Hq.


We are at the warehouse.


Choosing~


Need me say more?


The view






My cuz bro with the tree couple.


When they are eating.


So are we.


Third day breakfast.


Pool scene (morning)


In the van.


Me.


We got sexy back!


Guy power.


Doing warm ups.


The food here is good.


Smile.


Floating mum.


The three weys.


Pretty ladies eh?

My Blog's Not Dead!

Hello everybody!
Its been a long time since I blog, thanks to homework, school, studies and tuition.
Many things have happened that I didn't blogged bout them.
I swear I will put everything up, just needed some time.
Here's a few things I missed or did not put or.... Whatever


High School's I.U. Day

The Bali Chronicles


We are Bored~


Yawn~


Finally reached the destination!! XD!


Yum Dinner.

More pics and updates coming out soon... I hope...

Back From Bali

I'm back from Bali and its freaking tiring.
Muscles are sore everywhere.
Update further later.

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This trip to Bali was quite good and relaxing.
The place we stayed was awesome.
The food there was so-so.
First day nothing much happened except Air Asia delayed our flights.
We even heard that they were planning to tell us that the earliest flight is on the next day.
Lucky that didn't happened.
At the second day we went to the Quiksilver's office and we got free stuff.
Later we went to a restaurant and the food was very good.
We were planning to go watch a volcano but it was raining so no such luck.
We went for surfing lessons at the third day there and it was so cool.
Though my muscles are still sore right now but its worth it.
The nights there are quite boring. Haiz.
But still I had fun. Yay!
i'll let the pictures do the talking. Ciao~

The Rojak Post

High School IU Day


Me


My Bro

People who's waiting to leave (taken near the hall)

Drum solo ( They are so great)

Me before the performance

Mid Terms Gone!!!!

Teacher's Day 2009

Yesterday was Teacher's Day.
I didn't know what happened nor know any performances that day cause I was busy practicing.
Practicing singing. Yes, seriously, SINGING!
Me, Aaric, Kimberley, and Crystal were supposed to sing on stage that day. And we did.
BUT, things didn't go as expected. For some reason the PA system got something..... well wrong.
Anyways, it made us look like we're lip syncing. BUT WE DID NOT!
No one who lip syncs actually practices so hard in singing. And we practiced from morn in such a short time cause of complications.
Its already over so I don't care.
Just want to thank my friends who helped and supported us.
And also the drum solo guys (if I'm not mistaken they're called BaNaNa and Zul, don't ask me why).
You guys Rocked!!!
Pics will be uploaded soon.

Mid Terms GONE!!

Cheer People! Mid Terms are Freaking Over!!
Here comes holidays!
Thinking of changing my style of posting.
So watdaya think?

Tomorrow is Teacher's Day and I'm maybe gonna perform on stage ( singing )
So damn nervous right now. Haiz what to do? Not like that freako Aaric.
Might be thinking of posting a small clip of us singing.....studio version. Might.

Gonna start with my group's Nie project ( look out competitors! ).
Our topics are.... how would I put it.... Dark and global.
Sounds boring right ? Well you're Wrong!! We'll make it good, real darn good. Trust us!

By the way I'm not a sports person but let me just shout this out.
BARCELONA WINS!!! YAY! :)

Real Short Update..

Crap!! Finally found the time to actually blog! This whole month has been nothing but crap!! Mainly due to the stress of Mid Terms that are still NOT OVER!!! When is this going to end? Haiz sad T.T. Can't even go Redang cause of Mid Terms. Can only wait for Bali trip now.

Kris Allen won American Idol!! Well I personally thought Adam Lambert was gonna win, but..... Both of them are talented in their own ways. I just hoped Adam Lambert did not lose just because he's gay cause it would really be ....well a bummer.

Just saw Sook Kuan's, EX! president of the Interact club (I meant to put that exclamation mark) blog and there was an article on me. Surprised right? Well me too. So I went to check on what she wrote bout me and frankly speaking... it was like a big pointless joke, but I don't want to offense her just because she wrote about me. I mean, its her blog so she has the right to rant whatever lah (I do the same thing too, check back theolder post then you'll see). But I don't feel insulted, instead I find rather amusing.

Gonna sleep. Preparing for exams and tuition tomorow. Bali, I'M COMING!

The Pressure is ON!!

MID TERMS ARE COMING PEOPLE!! Makes me so depressed right now. I want to finish this as quick as possible. The main thing that's making me holding on is the long - awaited Bali trip. (AHHHHHH~). Ah gonna stop here, so manywork so little time.

Twitter Twitter...

Tweet, tweet. That's bird language which means ' I Finally Twitter!'. LOL. Its sad to find no one here Twitter much nor know what the heck is Twitter. Haiz. Love to stay and talk more but homeworks aren't not gonna do by themselves (sad isn't it?).

AFS (American Field Study)

Ahhhh! Finally, finished passing up the AFS form. All I need to worry bout is the interview. Really wish that I'm one of the chosen ones to go to USA! It would really be a very new experience for me. Now back to reality, Mid term coming fast and I'm very nervous. Also, yesterday there was 3 foreign students that came to our school to promote the AFS program (much to my dismay). Heard from others that they were all guys and quite handsome *rolling eyes*. Haiz, gonna update till here.

Study Study Study..

I think I'm gonna be sick. Always study 24/7 and my mind's gonna go cuckoo. The monthly test was just over and the Mid term's coming. Haiz pressure. T.T. I want to rest!!!

Sports Day 2009 Pics

Ahhh! Spider! ...... Lame....


Morning Take


Preparing Stage~


We're Marching! LOL!


Army of Victory (Rumah A)


Bring It On (Rumah B)


Champion of Challenges (Rumah C)


Dare To Dream (Rumah D)


Embrace the Passion (Rumah E)


Cheeky Couple (BTW, they're not together.)


Taekwondo Performance


Me and Sylvia (Old neighbor)


Mister Rumah E (Wei Ming)


Crystal and Ching Dai


Me (shot taken by someone while I wasn't noticing )


Vion, wei Ming and Crystal


Vion and Me


Vion and Wei Ming


Yee Hang


Me and See Jun


Ya.. We suck in this....


Commander and Second-in-Command


Aaric


Wei Yang


Cheese!


Me on top the tent!


Shanice and Me.


This is what my face looks like after the sticker is peeled off.


Me, Jia Leng and Her Friend


Me, Jia Leng, Gary and Her Friend


Rumah E Spirit


We Won!





Rumah D




Ruamh D Marching Team


Rumah D Deco Team