30 Hour Famine

I'm back from '30 Hour Famine'.
I'm tired and kinda sleepy.
But still energetic.
Blur.
Blog later....
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Whew..
'30 Hour Famine' was a blast!
Well sorta...
My camp was situated at the Empire Gallery ( I think I spelled it right)
The feeling being there was like high, then boring, then high again.
Its kinda weird.
How I'd wish I was in the KRS camp...
Anyways I did learn new stuff and meet new (& long time no see) friends.
Not to mention meeting celebs..
Though I know none of them mostly (except A Mei, Michael Wong and Jaclyn Victor).
Pictures might be up later...
Might....

Send It On - Various Aritists (Lyrics)

A word is just a word
Till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
Until you give it away
We got a gift
Yeah something to give
To make a change

Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Just smile (Just smile)
And the world (And the world)
Will smile along with you
That small act of love
Is meant for one
Will become two
If we take the chances
To change the stances
Imagine what we can do
If we

Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Send it on (Ooohh send it on)
There's power in love
And the choices we make
So starting now
There's not a moment to waste
A word is just a word
Till you mean what you say
And love isn't love
Until you give it away

Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Send it on
On and on
Just one can heal another
Be a part
Reach your heart
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action
The chain reaction will never stop
Make it strong
Shine a light
And send it on

Exams Mania!

This is it people.
This is one of the most crucial times of my Form 5 life.
Everything in the past have to stay on hold.
All the regrets stash away somewhere till later.
Cause.....
IT'S COMING!
Trials that is. LOL!
Still, its no laughing matter.
Must be serious! XD!
Today English paper seriously horrible.
During Paper 1, keep having on-and-off writer's block.
Seriously makes my essay look like crap!!
And why everyone got tips and I didn't know about it?! T_T
Either way I'll survive.... I hope......
Peace out.

Second Interview of AFS

First of all, I wasn't there. Aaric was.
He was chosen, not me.
Got to know the details from him.
Listening to him was like making myself miserable.
Yet, I endured.
It sounded like it was so much fun, and it is! T_T
He said he was practically like a famous person there.
And there's a lot of interesting and fun stuff that went on there. T_T
THERE'S EVEN SIGN LANGUAGE!!
Haiz...........
The only option for me to go to USA is to pay RM31k. T_T
For that to happen would take a miracle.
Aaric suggested that I go Form 6.
This was my reply....
Are you nuts!?! How could I waste 2 years just to go for the INTERVIEW again!
Being rejected again is POSSIBLE!
Not to mention study for STPM some more which isn't required for a chef!
Anyways, all the best to you Aaric.
My dream went up in flames doesn't mean yours should follow suit.
Though I'm still envious.
Hey! I'm still human right?

Sudden Reformat

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ALL MY PICS AND MY SONGS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
GONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHY??????!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MUST EVERYTHING THAT'S IMPORTANT TO ME BE TAKEN AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
UNFAIRNESS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@#$$@%$@^%%$@
LOL!!!!!!!!
LAME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@##$$#%^&@%*&$%^@#$
DONE RANTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
*phew*

Battlefield - Jordin Sparks

Everyone's life is a battlefield.
That's the truth.
Mine's not any different.
Tomorrow's an important day to remember.
Its the day that means I truly lost it.
It being the dream.
I HATE the past.
Cause there are some things in life that can't be forgotten.
Bitter memories.
Yet I remember them all so clearly.
They will always come back and haunt me.

I'm tired and sick.
Tired of the constant struggles.
Sick of not standing up and be noticed.
I stayed in the shadows for too long.
And it costs me my dream and my sanity.
That never ending memory that still plays in my head.
The very thing that changed my perception of the world.
I just cannot forget no matter how many times I say to myself,
To forgive and forget.
Its just not easy.

I WANT to a leader and a follower.
I WANT to be special and unique.
I WANT to be known and respected.
I want to find me.